The Tuberculosis Verses

I recently read John Green’s new book Everything is Tuberculosis. In this book, he describes the tragically short life of the Japanese poet, Masaoka Shiki. Masaoka, who revived the poetic forms of haiku and tanka in the late nineteenth century, died an agonizing death from tuberculosis in his mid 30s. His poems are both beautiful and haunting, with vivid imagery and rich symbolism.

Inspired by both Masaoka and Green, I’ve begun work on a piece for oboe and vibraphone based on Masaoka’s work.

measures 1-3 of movement 1

The seven selected poems feature his despair and suffering, including imagery of snow and luffa plants. Each is being written into a movement of music, with the tentative title The Tuberculosis Verses. I intend the whole work to be about 10 minutes in length. The oboe-vibraphone duo is a beautiful, but unfortunately under-explored, medium in chamber music, and this will be my (first) contribution to the genre.

If you’re interested in joining the project, or know of someone who would be, please reach out via the Google Form link here! Click this link for a preview of movements 1-5.

outline of the seven movements, including the poem for each one in Japanese, with freely-adapted English translation

A Week in the Life #6

Here are some things which have been occupying me musically and personally over the last week.

The Busy Season

Musically, it is the busy season! Publishers are putting out their new catalogs, and starting to accept new works. In that vein, I have one band (I’ll expand on that one below) and one strings work in progress. It is also marching band season, and I have two marching shows I am arranging – one with a theme of celebrating Chicano music and culture; and the other with a weather theme. I am learning a ton about writing for battery and front ensemble; integrating work with other folks, who choreograph the shows, and my contractor for writing percussion parts; and even some styles for arranging jazz, a la Basie.

I recently read John Green’s new book “Everything is Tuberculosis.” In this book, he describes the tragically short life of the Japanese poet, Masaoka Shiki. Shiki, who revived the poetic forms of haiku and tanka in the late nineteenth century, died an agonizing death from tuberculosis in his mid 30s. His poems are both beautiful and haunting, with vivid imagery and rich symbolism.

Inspired by both Shiki and Green, I’ve begun work on a piece for oboe and vibraphone based on Shiki’s work. The seven selected poems feature his despair and suffering, including imagery of snow and luffa plants. Each is being written into a movement of music, with the tentative title “The Tuberculosis Verses.” I intend the whole work to be about 10 minutes in length. The oboe-vibraphone duo is a beautiful, but unfortunately under-explored, medium in chamber music, and this will be my (first) contribution to the genre. If you’re interested in joining the project, or know of someone who would be, please reach out!

Sonemoia – a neologism

The band work in progress, with the tentative title “Petroglyphs,” will be about a grade 1 to 1.5 work which is somber in nature. Inspired by petroglyphs found in Arizona, and those I viewed recently in Joshua Tree National Park, I found myself lacking the words to describe precisely the emotions I felt viewing these artifacts from 2000 years ago. “The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows,” penned by neologist John Koenig, offers two words which are close – sonder and anemoia.

Sonder is the feeling that everyone around you lives a life as rich and complex as your own, that you can never truly know. Everyone, including the stranger you pass on the street and the person that lives on the other side of the planet, lives a life full of love, hope, grief, regret, and the rest of the full spectrum of what it means to be human – they work hard, love their friends and family, and do the best they can. It’s a profound feeling, and it reminds us we have more in common with everyone than we think. Indeed, the world might be a nicer place if we all remembered to imagine each other complexly.

Anemoia is nostalgia for a time one can never know. I certainly felt this when seeing the Joshua Tree petroglyphs, but the feeling was more complex. As I stood before the petroglyphs, I was struck not just by the artistic marks themselves, but by the people behind them. Their joys, fears, dreams, and disappointments are lost to time, but their marks remain—silent yet deeply human. As we are separated by time, I wonder what stories, jokes, and music their culture might have had, and in some sense feel a sense of loss that these are all lost to time. And I wonder what from our time will be lost to future generations.

So with the help of ChatGPT, I coined a new word: sonemoia. A portmanteau of sonder and anemoia, sonemoia represents the wistful, aching awareness that others—whether distant in geography or history—have lived lives as real as ours, full of laughter, sorrow, and longing. It is the grief of never knowing their stories, and the hope that our own will one day be seen with the same reverence. In a world that too often flattens others into enemies or footnotes, sonemoia is a call to imagine more deeply, feel more widely, and remember more kindly.

This post gives the definition for the neologism "sonemoia." A portmanteau of the words sonder and anemoia, this new noun describes " The wistful, aching awareness that every person—living or long gone—carries a world of memories, dreams, and losses you’ll never know; a nostalgia for the imagined inner lives of others, tinged with a yearning that your own life, too, might one day be remembered in kind."

Pronounced SOHN-uh-moi-uh.

A Week in the Life #5

Here are some things which have been occupying me musically and personally over the last week.

This week’s post will continue the discussion of techniques in my work Leviathan. Personally, life goes on much as it has. I’m grateful to have lots of time to write and be home with my dogs. The first notes of the #2024saxophoneproject are on the page. There is still time to join! I’m working on this with my composition teacher.

Feel the shimmering heat of the desert southwest? Draft of mm. 1-4 of Poem for the American Southwest.

On with Leviathan (click here for the full recording).

Technique #4 – Extended Techniques
I would hardly be a good modern composer if I didn’t take advantage of the range of sounds which can be performed on the instruments I write for! Just a few from Leviathan include the absence of meter, the use of a metal scraping implement in the piano, indeterminate notation in the piccolo and cello, the use of boxed cells which are freely repeated, forearm and palm clusters in the piano, and alternative bowing techniques for the cello. In the examples below, time is indicated by the number of seconds each bar should last (approximately).

Leviathan, mm. 43-47.
Box notation and free meter, along with piano extended techniques. Leviathan, mm. 48-50.

Technique #5 – Structured Improvisation
Structured improvisation gives a loose framework around which the creativity of the performer takes precedence. In my case, a mix of pre-written and improvised materials make up a significant portion of the work, with solo cadenzas for each instrument, punctuated with violent stabs from the piano.

The third of the cadenzas in Leviathan, mm. 89-96. Brilliantly performed in the premiere recording.

Technique #6 – Collage/Quotation
Why do I call my music metamodern? In a sense it is because I use techniques of both modern and postmodern composers with a mix of sincerity and irony. This is a technique used by postmodern composers – mixing in pre-existing music in new and exciting ways. Leviathan ends with quotes of two hymns, one by Bach, the other the familiar Old 100th. The battle march which begins the section is a not-so-subtle not to Holst as well. See if you can find other references hidden in the music (full performance video with score).

Leviathan, mm. 97-105, contains references to Holst and Bach.
Leviathan, mm. 120-122, rhythmically transforms the Old 100th, one of my favorite hymns.

I hope you’ve enjoyed this brief insight into my composing, and thank you/shout out to Josh Trentadue for the fantastic engraving work he did. Check out his website.

Feel free to let me know what you think in the comments!

Written 2/16/24

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A Poem for the American Southwest

the slow arc of the sun
mercury ever rising, rising
above purple mountain skyscrapers

the heat shimmers,
a mirage on the desert floor,
the saguaro stand defiantly

a rural dirt highway
through a ghost town’s ruins
what once was silver is now dust and brick

the monsoon erases
the old day’s haboob,
floods of dirty water bring the desert life

in the highlands now
the sun sets the once piercing blue sky ablaze
soon the Sonoran will come to life

a billion stars shine in the twilight
it is the time of the coyote, the javelina,
underneath the Milky Way

#2024saxophoneproject